haha..syf's over, and we've got what we wanted..

anyway, end of a crazy period for me, with all the gekness with other ppl, long hours of practices etc etc...but then this also marks the start of a new crazy period, with 3 lecture tests next week, h3 chem test on the last week of the term, SAT on first week of june hols, 10-day switzerland trip during june hols, upcoming block test II (with seriously a lot to study for) and tons of hmk waiting for me to complete, haha..obviously i m going to die terribly..

have been rather emo for the past few weeks, not cos of syf, but rather abt my changing perceptions of some ppl, maybe i shouldn't be too bothered abt what other ppl do or think, cos it's simply their own choice, and maybe i should just learn to let go and really move on with my own life, like what my blog layout says..

anyway, really thankful for the encouragement given by various ppl during my 'emo-ing' period, feels really good to know that there are ppl out there always concerned and always around whenever i'm feeling down, even if we don't contact one another often nowadays cos of our hectic schedules..and feel closer to my family too now, cos they have really been a strong pillar of support for me all these years, despite my high irritability etc, haha, it's just that i only realised that fact recently..my mum says it's cos i've grown up, haha, but i dunno if tt's true or not...oh well..

haha, this is such a random and a rather emo entry, bleah, haha, just want to say my life is fulfilling right now, even if i have so many failing grades, and lots of mood changes that ppl always have to put up with..guess this is a period where i just want to learn how to be independent and responsible to myself ba, in terms of work and relationships with others..

anyway, jia you to the band ppl for syf tmr!! ^^