October 27, 2003
brrrrrrrrrrr...the coldness...i had to bathe with cold water just now......
i feel sad for my bejeweled......last night....jz and i carried out our bet on bejeweled tt was way before the exams...but tt time we agreed tt we will only carry out after the exams...anyway...yesterday...jz decided tt out of 3 games, i would take my highest and he will take the average...i m obviously the one having an advantage...my highest was about 52.61k, which broke my record...but utter sadness....jz was actually only abt 30k for his average...but once knowing tt i got 52.61k, somehow he just got 76k plus and got and average of abt 55k....now i finally understood tt under certain kind of pressure (but he said tt there wasn't any pressure.....), ppl can go beyond their limits......and i find tt my bejeweled skills sux...=(...at least i m 3rd still =).....but then perhaps, just like wad jz say, desmond shouldn't be first, since it was his bro who hit tt high score....if like tt...then i m 2nd!!=)..ok nvm...i noe i m a bit mad now...
my results is ok lah...only a bit disappointing...since it has dropped from last year's....but mep saved my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......and it is interesting to note tt all my 4 A1s are 80s....btw...just like wad mOo says......my parents and i need some time to cool off....so now we are back to joking with each other etc...=)...thx to those ppl who cheered me up in one way or another...i guess tt tiffs with parents are an unavoidable part of a person's life (is there a grammatical error in this statement??)
this nov/dec hols seemed a bit long...but i need to plan wad i m going to do...hmm...
1) Hols Hmk: hong lou meng, xi zi, mep
2) Theory: Theory notes (perhaps for next year March exam), usual theory hmk
3) CO: PRACTISE CELLO!!!!!!.....for next year's performance esp
4) Piano: practise duhz...perhaps more pop songs =)
5) Others: Cross-stitch, perhaps knitting which my mum wants me to learn, perhaps learn how to cook and iron...time for me to learn some household chores, archery if can, shorthand would be fun and it will come in handy, EXERCISE!!!...feeling the extra fats round my tummy now...
i noe it is a very sad plan....but care heck......*sneezes*
October 24, 2003
ok...i was blogging last night...and sad to say...i fell asleep while blogging...so i lost everything tt i had typed last night...
on wed.....irs presentation is sad...hyperlink didn't work...and i dunno why..siighz...care heck abt tt...farm visits were ok...but it is very sad to see those poor wounded rabbits in a cage being untreated in tt quail farm.....one of the rabbits had some serious wounds on its back..and according to xt...the rabbit;s wounds were infected and got some disease on it..skin if i m not wrong...since the wounds were not treated in time....another rabbit tried to lick it...but tt poor rabbit with wounds on its back kept trying to escape cos too painful....sadness.....i noe tt the farmer can't be bothered...but then the rabbits are really pitiful...*weeps*.....
my performance for cball match against 2F is terrible...after coming back for the farm visit...we went to practise...but then....it is of no use...since some ppl would rather fold stars than train (no offence meant pls...)....but then i think my catching is quite ok during the practice....but a funny thing happen though....cos faye was sitting next to the chair on the floor folding stars since she wants the shadow of the catcher as it is too hot....i almost fell on her when i was catching a ball..even though ryan was there protecting her...in the end i took a step forward and escape falling right onto her...but according to my dear mao mei-mei...she said tt i almost engulf her with my skirt....interesting i must say....nvm...back to the match....it is weird tt day cos suddenly my hands have no strength...and i dunno why...and the worst thing is i can't really catch properly during the match..maybe because my morale was quite low..since everyone's morale is low then....and faye and mOo said tt they dun feel like playing...which pushed my morale even lower....seeing 2F having such a high morale...my morale went to the lowest..siiighz...and the 3 seconds rule for catching a ball is very strict...so quite a lot of our goals were forfeited....2F's defender is good i must say....she has the height and she have a good timing...as for jumping..i dun really noe...cos nvr notice...and the most pleasant surprise is tt the boys actually cheered....=)..tt really pushed everyone's morale real high....haha...but it is quite funny...since their voices are so deep...heehee....but then...2F really win us fair and square....so i have nth to complain of..=P...
got very unhappy with my parents...on wed night..i quarrelled with my father because suddenly when we were on the way back home....bok suddenly called...and ask if i want to be a prefect...i didn't want actually...cos i dun like being a prefect from my experience in primary school....plus who wants to go around in school all day with a tie strangling yr neck (except dorea perhaps...)...plus i dun think i can cope...since i most probably will have 10 subjects (if can), co (worse since we are the syf batch...), hwa chong thru train associate program (if can), diploma (commitment greater if nafa), and hssrp (if really get in)....my mum and brother supported me..since they also thing tt prefect is a waste of time and they are worried tt i can't cope....i would rather be cca leader in co than be prefect anyway...but my dad wanted me to be prefect and he was like flaring up at me the whole night...saying tt having this kind of choice and how can i reject it etc...haiz....
yesterday....it was my mum's turn....i dunno why...but yesterday i was feeling very moody and tired...(pls dun think tt it is pms...it has nth to do with tt...)..and i was not really feeling like talking when my mum and i was on the way to meet my dad....my mum kept asking questions abt my exam results....and she has been going on like this since i got back my exam scripts...i mean...especially when i m so rather disappointed with my results...and i feel like forgetting abt it...she kept reminding me of my results and keep asking the same questions..and to think tt on wed night she ask me not to think so much abt my results and be happier...how can i be happier when she keeps asking questions abt my results????.....and when i dun really answer her...she did irritating little actions on me like poking my leg etc.....and it is so ticklish..i got so fed up tt i pushed her hands away..then she do it even more --> irritates me even more..then i screamed.....(note: i m in the car...so doesn't matter)...then she got mad at me and said tt even though i m moody cos of my results i shouldn't flare up at her and be so rude...and since our characters dun suit each other...we might as well treat it tt we weren't mother and daughter and dun talk to each other anymore etc. those kind of things...then i was thinking...if she wants tt...why is she still talking to me all those crap still????...isn't tt contradicting wad she had said....but can't be bothered to quarrel with her...i dun think tt i m in the wrong..when she is tired and moody..she can flare up at me...and i can't??...although i noe tt she is my mother..and i shouldn't be disrespectful..but how can parents earn their children's respect and obedience when they dun practise wad they preach????....therefore since tt quarrel last night...i have only spoken three words to her which are "mum, yr phone" cos my dad called...why can't parents understand tt sometimes leaving their children alone is the best instead of trying to strike a convo on a topic tt their children are sick of listening and responding to...so now i m enjoying myself by staying in my room and not talking to anyone....
btw...mOo said tt i look like my msn display pic yesterday in sch...izzit???......and if i seem very moody or tired or sad...pls forgive me...cos i dun even noe wad is wrong with me...
October 21, 2003
damn the stupid indonesian buffet dinner......it cost me to lose two days of fun...
firstly....on sun...because of this family celebration dinner, i.e. indonesian buffet dinner, i had to miss ym's birthday party...it is so sad lor....especially when i heard tt so many ppl got so much fun from it (except jz...whose comments were only "fine")....and because of tt stupid dinner...i ate too much oil *feels like vomitting*....and ended vomiting twice....the second one which i had to wake up in the middle of my sleep and rush to the toilet to vomit but end up dirtying my room instead...sadness.....finally...i reached the last stage of running a fever for a whole day on mon...where i spent from 12a.m. to 2p.m. and 4.30 p.m. to 7.30p.m. on the bed on tt fateful mon...in the end...i have to miss the level camp *sobs*......
anyway...just hope tt i can get well soon b4 tmr...cos tmr is a crucial match against 2F...haiz....anyway...pls ppl...dun offer me any food containing any LITTLE bit of oil or mention the words "oil", "fried" etc...basically anything related to oil....or else i will feel an urge to rush to the toilet and sit in front of the toilet bowl and make disgusting sounds, i.e. vomit...
btw.....my phone bill is sad....i sms 160 messages...and had to pay $3 extra...cos i only got 100 sms messages free....next time...i shld get a better plan with more free sms messages.....
oh yar...almost forgot...got one happy thing today...which is tt my mep results is way above my expectations....*waves pom pom*.....tt is one subject tt i m glad abt...other than lit and chinese...the rest = gayness + sadness + evilness
October 18, 2003
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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hmm...winter is a nice season..
Your straight as they come. You like the opposite
sex and thats it.
Are you secretly gay?? (Girls Only)
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dotz...i noe tt....
Blue- Water- Governs the power to heal, and self
awareness --- Blue is also the color of Valor
What is your Aura color?
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hmm...sad.....co is one of the earliest cca to resume activities...and i just found out tt my cello playing sux now....=(
October 17, 2003
my SA results sux SUX SUX...but at least i m quite confirmed tt i fit into the criteria of be able to study 10 subjects...i hope so though...btw...for those who saw me jump after receiving my hist paper..it is not tt i did very well...but it is tt i found out tt i can take 10 subjects...sowwie for the misunderstanding =D...
cball is cancelled today....cos raining...haiz...
btw...I LOVE THE COMICS OF WATASE YUU (did i get her name correct??)....fushigi yuugi, alice 19th and ayashi no ceres (mOo..i noe i noe....i deserve a spank...but scarlet is really nice..heehee)...
turn left turn right is really a typical movie for girls....but the only attractiveness (must remember this...cos it caused me to lose one mark in the english exam) of this movie is TAKESHI KANESHIRO!!!!....he is soooooooooooo shuai......anyway...had a fun time irritating ryan with wl and the rest by repeating 784533 and 763092 to him....rather lame....
siiiiighz...confusing entry.....nth to say anymore...i must say tt my organisation sux..
October 16, 2003
owww....my face hurts like siao...and just like my msn nick...i look like a half roasted mouse..thx to cball..
ok...today got back maths, science, geography and english paper 2 papers....sad....all of them are below my expectations...and the worst is geog.. I ACTUALLY GOT AN A2??...oh my gosh....haiz....it is damn disappointing...somemore...tmr we are getting back chinese, history (this one sure die...already lost 23 marks), english paper 1 and lit (OH NO!!!!!..THIS IS THE WORST)....i think next week then get back mep...but also die..esp for the theory part...haiz.....
after geog....we (allison-jie, claire-mei, mOo-jie, me, mao-meimei, karmen, deborah, dorea, jess, wl-mei, alvin, samuel and yiming) went to kfc for lunch...the sad person at the counter...she owed me one cheese fries...and dare to claim tt she already given me...tt is sth tt i dun like abt kfc...i hate their service...they always forget to give this or give tt...hmph....ryan and daniel joined us later....anyway....wl-mei, mao-meimei, mOo-jie and me had a fun time observing ym's facial expressions in kfc today...one good news for ym...HE WAS SITTING OPPOSITE CLAIRE IN KFC...since ym is going to be a birthday boy soon...i shall leave out the details...but u all can guess as much as wad it is abt...btw...ryan beware...=D....oh yar...i almost forgot...i met my pri sch chinese cum form teacher (in pri 3 & 4) in kfc today...practically had to duck my head under the table...of all places...i met my teacher in kfc tt is abt half an hour away from my pri sch????...haiz...nvm....
on the way back to school, we saw shaun, jz and some other guyz practising soccer..haiz...so hardworking..unlike us who slack in kfc...btw...poor jz...hurt his hand while being goalkeeper during tt practice...*pat pat*...
i feel rather glad for cball today...unlike last year...we WEREN'T THRASHED...and we actually BEAT 2B!!...three cheers for everyone!!!!!!!....so sad tt we lost to 2H...although the captain of 2H did not stay on the chair for 3 seconds...but it is true tt claire hit her lots of times...so we are quits.....but it is so sad lor....we almost won...except tt we were rather being thrashed in the extra time...maybe everyone is too tired....AND THE GUYZ ARE MEAN!!!!!.....they...esp the guyz involved in the soccer match, except samuel, didn't stay back to cheer us on...hmph....nvm...wad can u expect from boys...but then..one sad thing abt cball is tt we have a match against 2F...last year's champion for cball...haiz...
nvm....EVERYONE JIA YOU FOR TMR CBALL AGAINST 2F....care heck abt how strong they are...just play yr best and have fun =)!!!!!....ok...i noe...this sound rather hypocritical..but care heck...
oops....i think the heat is making me talking senselessly....=(
October 14, 2003
yesterday is sad....got such a bad heahache tt i couldn't go for cball...*sniff*....and samuel had to come over to my house to get mOo's ball..which was left with me on sun since she had to go home earlier...
i m just wondering....since i m going to resume my piano lessons...and go for the diploma course...but my present music school has no abrsm diploma course.....so i most likely will go yamaha, christofori or NAFA (Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts).....yamaha is out of question for me..cos i dun like yamaha.....NAFA would be nice...but they say that they only accept talents through audition....so now i m thinking whether should i go for the audition in November....mao-meimei say tt i can go and try..since no harm...but i still really dunno whether should i go and try....should i?????
i dun want to go to sch on thu...cos i noe perfectly well tt i m going to fail all my exam papers......=(.......can i only go to sch on thu afternoon...then i will miss the checking of papers...but can go for cball match =)....i just hope tt my catching skills can improve by then...then i won't cause the team to lose on thu.....
btw...huan zhu ge ge 3 is a bit disappointing......i agree with u mOo....here are the comments on the characters..
Xiao Yan Zi --> her acting as being cute is very fake....=(
Yong qi --> disappointing...i still prefer su you peng as yongqi..not gu ju ji....gu ju ji doesn't look nice when he is half bald
Zi wei --> her acting sux...and spoil the image of zi wei tt lin xin ru built up in the previous two parts....
Er kang --> shouldn't retain him....his acting is worse now...
Emperor Qianlong --> the previous emperor is better...got more of the qi zhi....unlike this time round...this emperor sux
Qing er --> YAY!!!!....she is one of the one tt i m so pleased with..getting prettier =)
Xiao Jian --> more shuai then the previous one...looks better with qing er =D...
Empress --> this empress is better than the previous one..at least i like her better..heehee
btw...those who dunno wad is huan zhu ge ge...it is a chinese drama serial...anyone who want to watch huan zhu gege 1...can watch it at channel 8 every sun 11a.m....as for huan zhu ge ge 3....it is on scv every weekday i guess 7p.m. =)
October 13, 2003
haha....interesting...btw...if anyone can enlighten me...i forgot who is prof. moody..
errrrrrrrrrrr....a paramedic?????.....dun think i will be in the medical field...but who noes?
LOL....SEX LIFE???????......tt is the last way tt i want to die...
dotz...nvr knew tt i m such a glutton
ok....feeling bored....though it is after the exams...there seemed to be a lack of things for me to do...haiz....
cball training is a bit sad over the weekend..on sat...only me, wl, mOo and dorea appeared....wad can four ppl do...on sun..debbie, mOo, claire, mwina, me, alvin and jer practised again....i find tt somehow...my cball skills are getting sadder.....i can't catch as well as last time......haiz...
October 12, 2003
Riyo - "Logical Change"
People of your personality type should visit:
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What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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Your Heart is Blue
What Color is Your Heart?
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weird for a person to have a blue heart...
October 02, 2003
dotz??...from a broken heart???
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What feeling do you represent?
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dotz....is this true??????....squeak is naive????
mep test is sad today....i dunno how to do more than 50% of the paper...die already
btw...really must reconsider me as the captain for cball...cos i dun seem to be able to catch quite well...haiz...
Anyway....wad i have done:
English --> 0%
Chinese --> 33%
Maths -->7%
Science -->50%
Literature --> 0%
History --> 0%
Geography --> 0%
MEP --> 100%...but exam over...shall care heck???
wad i must do after eoy....
1. brush up my pathetic catching skills --> JUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!...and learn how to catch with one hand...
2. CELLO!!!!!!!!!......cos next year got performance =)
3. Music...theory, play more and more and MORE pop songs =) plus get ready for resume of piano lessons too =)