haha..was packing my room and all those worksheets over my room..and saw all the christmas cards that i got from last year...then started smiling and laughing like a mad person while reading through them...haiz...when i m supposed to be racking my brains over those sigma notation and whatever...

anyway..chem was such a disappointment...cos bad me never study finish..and i went in with like only knowledge of organic chem and i never go and memorise that irritating topic of periodicity..and in the end i totally died for mcq..and paper 2 was supposed to be manageable..but i didn't manage to finish..i can't believe i drew the structure of my tri-iodomethane as iodomethane...rah!....so was damn pissed off with myself..after that played bball with my class..we are quite mad to play for like 3 to 4 hours..hahaha...but it was super fun and really cheered me up...and i guess all of us are rudolph now..haha...my nose super red now..and very painful to rub it when i washing my face...

sigh...i m totally screwed for math and bio..i can't believe i spent one whole afternoon yesterday trying sequences and series in the tys...and i couldn't even finish the 19 questions...and my concept for long division is totally luan right now..sigh..and i haven't started memorising bio..which is like one big arch file...haha..now i shall pray that i can memorise finish and hope that the paper is as easy as what mr khairul said...hahaha...but sometimes it is hard to trust the bio dept..cos the definition of easy paper is so subjective..

rah..shall go and mug now =)...

i know i shouldn't be blogging now...should be studying my econs instead...but i can't help saying that i am super screwed for promos tmr..i totally sux at gp..usually dun even understand what i writing...and i have a great tendency of falling asleep during gp exams...esp for compre...then there is a mutual dislike between me and econs...which i totally dun understand...plus i heard that econs paper is a killer paper tmr..so i m totally screwed...since i can't finish my revision and there is definitely not much time for me to mug during lunch..and how m i going to finish writing two essays questions in a mere 1.5 hours...RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH...freaking out =(...

haha...shouldn't be blogging right now...since i m so confirmed screwed for promos..haven't even finish mugging a single subject when everyone is like doing past year papers right now..rah!!!...getting super stressed whenever i see how much other ppl have done...and i failed chem test!!..hahah!!!..i actually can get -0.5/8 for structured questions..and that's cos my chem teacher minus me 1 mark since i forgot that dichromate can't cleave alkene..dunno what's wrong with me..guess it's the lack of slp..sigh..must mug mug mug!!...

anyway..miracle happened yest!!...i actually slept at 9 plus!!...and didn't do my gp essay!!..hahaha!!!..but in the end meijin was saying i shouldn't slp at 9 plus anymore and should go back to slping at 1 or 2 or dunno what crazy hour..since today i am exceptionally lag and blur..haha..

2 weeks more and i will be free! =)

haha!..inspired by sophia's blog entry..and too sian of mugging..so did some personality tests..

this is from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test97.aspx..

How well do you get along with others?
Here is the analysis:You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx:
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test78.aspx:
What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 65%You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test61.aspx:
Pick One
Here is the analysis:
Your future friend: People with mature and strong character attract you. Your close friends are usually a tigress or a tomboy.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test48.aspx?cmd=07: (strongly recommended!)
The House
Here is the analysis:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. You are an ambitious person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself

rah!!!...shall start on my chem again =)

bleah..today is a bad day..

spent last night..or rather the wee hours today pia-ing bio..in the end also never finish much...so unproductive...but dunno why during bio makeup lesson today quite awake still..even though never slp much...and i seriously should stop watching youtube...

after bio lesson supposed to have class lunch..but in the end have to give that up so that can go back to dhs for co audition for 50th anniversary...then i was wearing ares t-shirt..which was super bright red..when i m supposed to wear my dear white dhsco tee..so in the end was like dunno whether to go straight to dhs or go back to my house to get my shirt...haha...but i fell asleep in bus 154 and only woke up between macpherson and paya lebar...bleah..so decided to get my co tee in the end...

was waiting for bus 30..and it took 15 minutes la!..irritated me...i somemore went to aia changi toilet to change into dhsco tee...today all the buses like tortoises like that...154 also made me wait for like 10 to 15 minutes..then in the end i was late for the audition..and it is very qigek..cos when i was at kallang airport..dorea sms-ed to say the teachers are coming..and when the bus 30 just turned...dorea sms-ed and said that the teachers are there..rah!..so in the end i stood outside the lt to listen like..1/6 of the tian shan sheng hui..bleah!...the vp mr fong was nodding after he heard co played..though i thought the ending was a bit not qi2...and i met one of the dimsums!..haha!..ok..ended up with only 1/2h prac...and some more most of the emphasis of the prac is on percussion...and i only played tian shan like once through...

after co dunno why got very irritated for nothing...bleah...right now still a bit irritated...plus got all those irritating noises from the construction next door..make me cannot take my nap =(...bleah...

sigh..i serious need to start mugging very hard for promos...everyone seems to have like done more than me in the past few days...i m so screwed la..still trying to clear my tutorials and holiday homework...sigh...

anyway...full house very nice!!!...haha!!!...super fun to watch them quarrel...think i m addicted to the show liao =P

rah..have been so unproductive for the past two days la...which means that must pia for the next week..

anyway..pissed off with somebody who is so selfish and assumes that his or her opinion is everyone's opinion...RAH!...

yay!!!..finally got a new blogskin for my blog!!...chose this blogskin cos i like the words..haha..that's something i learnt ever since i went into jc..even if there are unhappy stuff in yr life...shld just treat it as a lesson learnt and stop brooding over it..or else u will always be stuck at same old point...regretting yr past and not working hard for yr future..haha!!..sound so philosophical right??!!..haha..but regretting my past stuff was what i had been doing for 16 years..and i always tend to remember the bad stuff that happened to me...like how embarassing it was for me in primary school to say "attention" instead of saying "at ease"..haha!!..weird me..

anyway..got back my cello exam results...got merit...even though not up to my expectations..but kind of expected that grade..just felt a bit qi gek..cos this no matter what is my last exam for cello..sigh..but too bad didn't get the distinction that i wanted..mainly my songs pull my marks down..maybe i had practised too much on scales and neglected the songs..and miraculously..my aural passed!!!!!!...hahahaha!!!!!...as usual..my examiner said that my singing was "problematic"..but my test D was good!!!!..haha!!!..all thanks to mep..i just used whatever i learnt about jazz in test D to crap...haha..thank goodness i remembered one jazz composer (which is gershwin) in time..haha!...and so sad..no more treat from dorea...cos she promised to treat me if i got distinction..haha!

oh ya..yest was teachers' day celebration..hc there quite fun..at first we were quite sian with the acer thingy..cos we had to dance mass dance..bleah..i mean..just give it a miss la..some more rainy day lots of ppl tend to not want to move...haha..but the concert in the audi was quite good..at least better than dhs..first was band..which had some intonation problems..and khai boon had this saxophone solo and he sounded pro..then next was guitar ensemble..which was quite boring..haha..all of us agreed that guitar is not meant for an ensemble..it sounds so much better as a solo instrument..and the student conductor not very good..kang was saying that the student conductor conducted wrongly..haha..next was this guy who played some solo piano piece..then his technique quite good...even though he broke down halfway..but then the song not easy too..and we were all wondering why he keeps hunching over the keyboard..like..dun look very professional..after that he played the piano accompaniment for yongliang (who is the hc idol)..and it was quite funny..actually..he kind of screwed it up..maybe it's cos he was sight reading...but there was this part where he had some solo...and he fumbled over it..then yongliang came next to him at the piano..and then after a "yan sheng jiao liu"(quoted from meijin)..yongliang started singing again..super funny la!!!..haha..but so mean to the pianist..then after that ge fang had a medley of songs..and chee yang of course sang the best out of all of them la..and the accompanists for ge fang super funny..cos after each song..they will change accompanist..and there's this guy who play without looking at the keyboard..instead he will look somewhere else and like have a weird look on his face..haha..but he's quite pro to not look at the keyboard.then he came in once with a score of only A5 size..then wayne meijin and i were wondering what is written on tt piece of paper..haha!!...

after that is the highlight of the concert..which is the item put up by the teachers!!!..haha!!..that item was hilarious...and most of us couldn't stop laughing!!...ms tay tucked in her shirt lots and tied two ponytails with ribbons..then she look like small kid!!..and mr khairul was looking quite nerdy with his shirt tucked in and his black framed specs..and mr ng is like the odd one out cos he was the only male teacher wearing bermudas..haha..oh ya..ms huang really looks like a student when she wore the hc uniform..haha!!...i think the funniest teacher was the one who acted as guai kia...haha!!!...his hair was like neatly combed back..then his uniform was "neatly pressed"..haha...looks very nerdy..then the "host" of the item was like tui xiao-ing him to mothers..haha!!..oh ya..and the two teachers who acted as the hosts of the item are very good singers..esp the male teacher...he can go and sing musicals liao la!...or sign up a contract with SRT..totally sounds pro in his all i ask of u..the female teacher quite good...just that her voice not strong enough and not high enough..haha..but both of them are pro...compared to a singing idiot like me..heard that they are choir teachers..oh ya..after that..they got give awards to best dressed teachers..and mrs lee got it!!..haha!!..my class cheered super loudly for her...

after that went back to dunman..sigh...really brought back lots of memories..and somemore get to see the old dhs geppers again..haha!!...and scott is so pro!!!...he actually baked cookies and it was quite nice la!!!...it is very hard to imagine scott baking..we were kidding that he must have bought the cookies from somewhere and wrapped it up nicely..haha!!..and stair was super funny too!!..cos we were talking about pull ups...then stair came up with this formula...(total number of pull ups that stair and elbert and kang can do)^(number of pull ups chian yeh can do) = number of pull ups yiming can do..hahaha!!!!...poor chian yeh..got niao-ed so badly by us..

went to talk to some teachers..and the funniest was the one with mrs shu..hahaha!!!..cos we said kar mun go and specially tie her hair up neatly for mrs shu..then we asked mrs shu how's the hair now..and mrs shu said quite neat..but can be neater..haha!!..and poor kar mun was sulking..haha!!!..and after that nearly 20 of us squeezed into ms chia's counselling room..haha..but like very weird there cos nothing to talk about...and we meppers tried to find mrs loke and ms lin..but too bad they aren't in their music rooms..haha..

went for co prac..cos we next week got audition for the dhs 50th anniversary gala dinner..then kang and i ended up stoning in the lt for 2 hours..cos we didn't have any cello to play with..since we didn't want to carry our cellos from our homes to hc and back to dhs..and the dhsco cellos not one have 4 strings..bleah..so sat with dorea...who was playing the bass..then we were looking at kang's phone!!..haha!!!...and we got new gossip too!!!..haha..but shan't say here....after that wanted to either join some of the dhsgep ppl or go with co ppl for some food..sigh..but needed to prac for piano lesson..so in the end never go with either...bleah...and piano lesson quite a flop..cos i didn't prac..my teacher nearly flared up at me la..cos i couldn't play the ornaments for chopin nocturne clearly..sigh..at this rate i can forget about taking piano dip..

oh ya..during co prac then..i was like thinking whether shld i continue cello or not..cos very xin tong to just give it up like tt..then was thinking maybe can take cello dip for trinity..haha..since no need viva voce and programme notes this kind of stuff..but on second thoughts..i think i m out of my mind..no way can i handle so many stuff with my heavy schoolwork now..plus dun think my mum allows..

anyway..shld be mugging for promos..but i just wasted one whole day on choosing this blogskin and formatting it and blogging this entry...and busy watching scv and eating...and slping..haha!!...in short..i m a slacker..and this shouldn't be the case when i have so many tutorials not done..and i haven't even done the interviews for pw!..rah!!!...shall start mugging now!

oh ya..on a side note..christina aguilera's slow songs rawks! =)