October 27, 2004
oh well...i really dunno what to do...for my cello exam...i m so indecisive..haha...anyway...i got the following options....
1. take grade 7 cello + diploma piano
2. take only diploma piano next year and grade 8 cello in jc1
3. take grade 8 cello and push back my diploma piano for one year...
personally i really dunno...but i only know tt i can't have both grade 8 cello and diploma piano...i will die....but if i push back my diploma piano....i feel that i let down my piano teacher down..it is like she helped me a lot..and already planned most of my programme...in her mind though she haven't told me what i m going to play...and whereas my cello teacher is willing to give way and let me take my piano exam only...though i must continue practising for my cello...cos of mep..and my grade 8 cello in jc1...hmm...personally...i think option one is same as option 2...except that option one needs more money...and i think what my cello teacher say is right...if i take grade 8 cello next year only...then i m restricted to my exam pieces for my mep...and it is like..it is not confirmed tt i can get very good...plus letting down my piano teacher tt part...so it is like if i take in jc1...i can play other songs for my mep exam...plus have longer time for my grade 8 cello...
aiyoh..i feel so confused..what should i do...=(...
just moved on @ 8:03:00 PM...