October 14, 2004
oh well...i feel like crying now..haiz...really think tt i dui bu qi myself..cos it is like...i can never do well under exam conditions....
english : sure to die
chinese: can't pin too much hopes on it
e maths: still quite ok..but the most i think 80
a maths: dunno??
bio: dead like hell...lost at least 10 marks from it
physics: one of my worst subjects...lost 18 marks from leaving blanks
chem: sickening..lost 16 marks cos didn't study
combined humans: lost about 15 marks
geog: lost about 10 marks..
mep: lost 1/9 of the marks
see...i m in a sad state right now...my marks are going to die...sometimes i think either i drop a subject..or learn how to manage my time..hmm..but then..sure cannot achieve my goal liao...i really feel so xin han....haiz...
now no heart to study a maths or geog...like xin qing chen zhong...keep thinking about the exams...haiz...i really envy people who can dun study and still do well...cos i can never do tt...haha..cos i m too stupid...
really looking fwd to tmr..not because of mep..but because it is finally end of exams..
sometimes think that i dun really have a purpose in life..whole day study...whole day co...whole day practise music....haiz...really like no life...sadness...
hmm....sometimes exams really show how well u noe the subject...i m a person who depend really on my ca's...and it is like i m sure to die for o levels..haiz
oh well..i dun even noe what m i thinking about now...now feeling very luan...sadness..sorry for this incoherent entry..