October 25, 2004
oh no...i m in such a dilemna now...really dunno shld i take grade 7 or 8 for cello next year...really want to take grade 8...but worry tt i can't cope 10 subjects + co (malaysia trip, syf etc.) + piano diploma exam + cello grade 8 exam next year...it is like...such a big load..but it is a waste of money if i take grade 7 and 8 another year..plus next year i shld take exam since i m practicing for my o level mep...haiz...really dunno what to do leh...dorea and lydia and vincent all encourage me to take up grade 8...at least if i fail grade 8 and retake another year...same as taking grade 7 and 8 another year...but it is like...my family dun seem to approve...haiz...i really dunno...left one more day to consider only..plus grade 8 pieces seem to be nicer than grade 7..whereas grade 8 scales sux...i bet i will fail them...
fenzu quite fun today...cos played fantasy...i think it is more shiok playing fast..although it is good to play slow at times...
shld start studying o level chinese soon...
get well soon dorea!!...haha...this seems redundant..but nvm...
just moved on @ 10:55:00 PM...