oh well...today is really a bad day for me...haiz

first thing in the morning...sad yeo....he made me damn angry today...i handed up all three zuowens and one more ying yong wen already..and he said tt i still owe him two more zuowens and 1 more yingyong wen...for goodness sake..then after tt he suan me indirectly by comparing my learning attitude with deborah...grrr...ok..i agree tt deborah has a much more better attitude than me...but he as a teacher sux a lot..do u noe tt i handed up my zuo wens like two more weeks ago..and he haven't even mark it??????????...wth...dun accuse me just because he is such a slacker..and he dun mark things...even if my learning attitude is bad...it is his duty to mark stuff..inefficient....

after tt...stupid mep...gets on to my nerves...i lost at least 15 marks liao...cos i suddenly got blank mind when i see expressionism and musique concrete...not tt i studied musique concrete...haiz...sure die liao..my A1 for mep has flown away...and km and cy...both of u can just give me $1 each beforehand..and the worst thing...I THOUGHT MUSSORGSKY WAS 20TH CENTURY...grrrrrr..what was i thinking abt...and i m damn unsatistfied with my melody writing...die die die....my wish for 8A1s gone...

after tt my mum irritated me....sometimes..i think my parents are too overprotective...my mum didn't allow me to go to popular just now just because by the time i get home will most likely be 8 and it will be dark..i mean..i noe it is not safe for me..but dun u think tt u are too overprotective..i need some freedom too ok?...haiz...i think sometimes i m in the wrong too...cos maybe because i have produced too much adrenaline cos of school work...i tend to have very bad moods...then usually vent on my parents..but nowadays seem to be so mean to claire...i really feel super bad to her...sorry claire...haiz...sometimes i should learn how to restrain myself...

think next year i must be more hardworking...and dun procrastinate...but sometimes i doubt myself...whether did i make the right decision to take 10 subjects...it seems to me tt i m struggling..perhaps i have too many things....10 subjects...cca....piano....actually..come to think of it..my life is only these things...i dun really have a life...haiz....