feeling quite depressed lately..so perhaps tt's why i m blogging more often lately..

anyway...today had 2.4km run...not bad...got an A...but wouldn't help my napfa...cos standing broad jump got an E...so i m stuck with a bronze...anyway...mOo is good today...she went past me...maybe it is because scott was in front..heehee...anyway...after 2.4...many of us filled up the whole 7-eleven shop and bought drinks..the ice lemon tea is too sweet...anyway..me, dorea, faye, wl, mOo, ryan, deborah, etc all sat outside 7-eleven and chat...after tt walk back to school..me, mOo, dorea, wl, deborah, qing and karmen were singing lots of songs and kind of embarassing ourselves in public..cos we were singing out of tune..and songs tt we sang were stand by me, memory, peng you, once upon a december, guan huai fang shi, xi shui chang liu..and we even tried phantom of the opera...haha...had great fun...

today co isn't tt fun for me..mainly because...
1. my stupid D-string kept going out of tune during dazu...and i had to keep tuning it...btw..thx vincent for helping me tune my cello after dazu...
2. quite boring today cos have to keep practising very slowly for the sake of djy (percussion)
3. got scolded by ttk....cos i was kind of rushing...and worst thing i was sitting right in front of him..though i know that it was my fault..but he was super mean...

btw...i m beginning to doubt my ability in playing the cello....it is like..it seems to me tt my playing is getting worse and worse...maybe it is because my previous cello lesson didn't go tt smoothly...maybe it is because today's co seemed to hint to me tt i can't even keep to a constant tempo..or perhaps i have been too engrossed in the biography of jacqueline du pre (supposedly the greatest cellist in music history) or maybe because yesterday wang jian was too pro....siighz...anyway...i m feeling sad for my cello...like i can't get tempo right, pitch is not right, bowing method is not right, anyway everything isn't right..dun even feel like touching my cello now...siighz

lastly...pls help me for my co fund raising!!!!...it is due next mon...and i only got $3???!!!!....pls help the poor mouse here!!