April 17, 2004
today no co...and it is a long and hot saturday..thank gdness i m indoors...
feeling quite depressed this past week....maybe it is because of..
1. gong yan is over and i m missing it too much
2. missed quite a lot of lessons, esp maths, and getting very frustrated
3. my mouth hurts cos of braces...
haiz...still owe ms chong, mr yeo, ms koh and mr jee hmk...hope tt can finish by this weekend
feeling quite stressed now...me exam coming...and i m going to die for it...esp for practical...i got my scores but haven't mastered them yet...and tls almost scolded me for tt stupid cohata...and my piano teacehr was like giving me a talk yesterday abt she can't help me much if i dun help myself, i will appreciate it if u will practise more etc....siighz...i noe tt now my playing is like crap...and i m getting even more frustrated...
siiighz...sometimes....i m thinking whether wad my mum says is true...whether izzit tt i can't cope...maybe i have too much to handle...maybe i shld drop something??...but i definitely can't drop piano nor cello...cos it is for my mep..and cello is even for my co...unless i drop one subject...haiz...i really dunno...
can't find the motivation to study hard like the first term (make chinese an exception)...maybe i m feeling too tired...haiz...
btw...sunburnt again frm sports day...i look weird with a brown face and braces...
P.S.: kar mun..where did u find the ramly burger??..i can't find it when i went bedok yesterday??
just moved on @ 3:28:00 PM...