ok...i was blogging last night...and sad to say...i fell asleep while blogging...so i lost everything tt i had typed last night...

on wed.....irs presentation is sad...hyperlink didn't work...and i dunno why..siighz...care heck abt tt...farm visits were ok...but it is very sad to see those poor wounded rabbits in a cage being untreated in tt quail farm.....one of the rabbits had some serious wounds on its back..and according to xt...the rabbit;s wounds were infected and got some disease on it..skin if i m not wrong...since the wounds were not treated in time....another rabbit tried to lick it...but tt poor rabbit with wounds on its back kept trying to escape cos too painful....sadness.....i noe tt the farmer can't be bothered...but then the rabbits are really pitiful...*weeps*.....

my performance for cball match against 2F is terrible...after coming back for the farm visit...we went to practise...but then....it is of no use...since some ppl would rather fold stars than train (no offence meant pls...)....but then i think my catching is quite ok during the practice....but a funny thing happen though....cos faye was sitting next to the chair on the floor folding stars since she wants the shadow of the catcher as it is too hot....i almost fell on her when i was catching a ball..even though ryan was there protecting her...in the end i took a step forward and escape falling right onto her...but according to my dear mao mei-mei...she said tt i almost engulf her with my skirt....interesting i must say....nvm...back to the match....it is weird tt day cos suddenly my hands have no strength...and i dunno why...and the worst thing is i can't really catch properly during the match..maybe because my morale was quite low..since everyone's morale is low then....and faye and mOo said tt they dun feel like playing...which pushed my morale even lower....seeing 2F having such a high morale...my morale went to the lowest..siiighz...and the 3 seconds rule for catching a ball is very strict...so quite a lot of our goals were forfeited....2F's defender is good i must say....she has the height and she have a good timing...as for jumping..i dun really noe...cos nvr notice...and the most pleasant surprise is tt the boys actually cheered....=)..tt really pushed everyone's morale real high....haha...but it is quite funny...since their voices are so deep...heehee....but then...2F really win us fair and square....so i have nth to complain of..=P...

got very unhappy with my parents...on wed night..i quarrelled with my father because suddenly when we were on the way back home....bok suddenly called...and ask if i want to be a prefect...i didn't want actually...cos i dun like being a prefect from my experience in primary school....plus who wants to go around in school all day with a tie strangling yr neck (except dorea perhaps...)...plus i dun think i can cope...since i most probably will have 10 subjects (if can), co (worse since we are the syf batch...), hwa chong thru train associate program (if can), diploma (commitment greater if nafa), and hssrp (if really get in)....my mum and brother supported me..since they also thing tt prefect is a waste of time and they are worried tt i can't cope....i would rather be cca leader in co than be prefect anyway...but my dad wanted me to be prefect and he was like flaring up at me the whole night...saying tt having this kind of choice and how can i reject it etc...haiz....

yesterday....it was my mum's turn....i dunno why...but yesterday i was feeling very moody and tired...(pls dun think tt it is pms...it has nth to do with tt...)..and i was not really feeling like talking when my mum and i was on the way to meet my dad....my mum kept asking questions abt my exam results....and she has been going on like this since i got back my exam scripts...i mean...especially when i m so rather disappointed with my results...and i feel like forgetting abt it...she kept reminding me of my results and keep asking the same questions..and to think tt on wed night she ask me not to think so much abt my results and be happier...how can i be happier when she keeps asking questions abt my results????.....and when i dun really answer her...she did irritating little actions on me like poking my leg etc.....and it is so ticklish..i got so fed up tt i pushed her hands away..then she do it even more --> irritates me even more..then i screamed.....(note: i m in the car...so doesn't matter)...then she got mad at me and said tt even though i m moody cos of my results i shouldn't flare up at her and be so rude...and since our characters dun suit each other...we might as well treat it tt we weren't mother and daughter and dun talk to each other anymore etc. those kind of things...then i was thinking...if she wants tt...why is she still talking to me all those crap still????...isn't tt contradicting wad she had said....but can't be bothered to quarrel with her...i dun think tt i m in the wrong..when she is tired and moody..she can flare up at me...and i can't??...although i noe tt she is my mother..and i shouldn't be disrespectful..but how can parents earn their children's respect and obedience when they dun practise wad they preach????....therefore since tt quarrel last night...i have only spoken three words to her which are "mum, yr phone" cos my dad called...why can't parents understand tt sometimes leaving their children alone is the best instead of trying to strike a convo on a topic tt their children are sick of listening and responding to...so now i m enjoying myself by staying in my room and not talking to anyone....

btw...mOo said tt i look like my msn display pic yesterday in sch...izzit???......and if i seem very moody or tired or sad...pls forgive me...cos i dun even noe wad is wrong with me...