i feel super sad.....haiz....nothing seems to be going smoothly for me...

feeling super stressed right now....exams coming right up..and i m still not bucking up.....and my mum nagging to me saying tt shld cut down on msn etc.....must study hard hard HARD......haiz..not tt i dun want...but i m feeling very tired now....dun think i can do well for this year....not even say do ten subjects next year...now...even my tests results sux...gonna die....

my catching skills for cap's ball is getting frm bad to worse........can't catch as well as last time anymore....lots of ppl say it is because of gd defenders like samuel (i agree tt samuel is a gd defender.....he is making me feel so sad...)....but then i think it is not because of tt....since even when i m playing cball with co ppl...i can't perform as well as b4.....last time almost every ball can catch perfectly well....now...more than half also cannot......haiz.....perhaps i may not want to go for the inter-class c-ball match at the end of the year....

cello is also going sad too......getting slacker and not practising much cello nowadays...playing sounds SUPER horrible.....it is a wonder tt my teacher nvr scolds me...dazhu i sux too...haiz...dunno wad to do...

sorry guyz...if this entry sounds depressing...but i myself is depressed now.......perhaps i will soon be pms-ing...i m expecting tt....haiz......=(